The
piercing bars of sunlight snuck into this tiny room through random gaps on the
mud wall and the wooden window as the birds sang with exuberance outside.
On one
side of the room was a bed that creaked each time a muscle was twitched. It was
a small bed, yet two figures were squeezed on its narrow platform and seemed
unbothered. A tiny drawer next to the bed held a pale blue ashtray filled with
orange cigarette butts and grey ash. An empty bottle of liquor stood next to it
and in the air, was the sharp stench of stale tobacco and cheap liquor, this
terrible smell stealing every bit of freshness from the morning.
One of
the two figures on the bed stirred and pulled away the blanket. She sat up, her
face pallid. Her eyes were sickly and ponderous, tears glittering in them. Then
she rose slowly, the bed squeaking with each of her movements. The man sleeping
next to her grunted and snuggled himself a little tighter.
She
jumped over him, crawled to the other side of the bed and pulled open the
window, letting the glorious sparkle of the morning light up the room. She
squinted as the sun streamed into the room like it owned the place. She
adjusted the black faded petticoat that hang loosely on her thin body.
Their
three children were squeezed on the floor, huddled on a lean, beaten mattress
that had long surrendered, gobbled up by a thick duvet, which had a big hole
close to the bottom.
The tall
one, sleeping closer to the door kept curling himself further to accommodate
his feet in the warmth of the cover. Next to him was his younger sister and
then an infant, who started and coughed before breaking into a sharp shrill.
The
mother, evoked by the unseating shriek of her precious but embattled bundle,
sighed as if she had grown weary of hearing that cry. She reached over and
picked it up. The other two sat up, rubbing their eyes languidly as each yawned
to the bright sunlight. The eldest one was about fourteen or fifteen while the
other was nine.
“Mum why
is Janita crying?” The nine-year old girl asked, not really sure if she too
should break down if it turned out that hunger was what disturbed the little
one. The mother seemed not to have heard her.
The man
was last to wake up. As if compelled by his nightmares than his own volition,
he sat up with a start. He was wrinkled, but not due to old age. He had yet to
clock forty but looked well past fifty.
He had
been battered by life and thus, the skin folded on his face like a sack of
balls on a hot day. He yawned noisily as he panned the room. All eyes were on
him, red and dreadful, sick and mottled with anger, disgust, apathy. Even
little Janita had paused her noisome shrieks and was desperately trying to
reach for his nape.
“So what
are your plans for today, Friday?” His wife asked, her eyes now full of anger.
He half turned to her.
“What do
you mean?” He asked ignorantly. He did not meet her eyes nor the children’s. He
did not want to see the expectations, the desperation, the contempt in them. So
instead, he looked down at his feet, almost in shame.
“Where
are we headed?” His wife snapped, “What are we to do with things getting worse
each day?”
There
was anger and frustration in her voice. But more importantly, there was pain, a
deep-seated agony from hopelessness.
He
turned his eyes to the window, to the vast blueness of a vacant sky outside, to
the empty chambers of heaven, up to the callous gods looking down at his misery
and choking with laughter. Sweet heavens were now like the liquor bottle next
to him, magnificently full of nothing.
“I will
do something about it-”
“When?
When, Friday?” His wife gave a teary interjection, “After we have all been
kicked out of this shack? Do you think we even have it in us to stay in this
sun without feeling sick?”
“I will
take care of everything.” He repeated himself, for what else was there to say?
He had run out of vocabulary just as he had run out of money and opportunities.
“You
keep saying that!”
“Just
give me time!” He snapped at her, his temple webbing with veins, throbbing
rhythmically to the rampant throb of his solemn heart.
Then he
immediately felt bad about it. He was the cause of this trouble they were going
through. They were as faultless as he was guilty.
“I can’t
promise anything,” He said in a contrite tone, “You of all people should know
that. I’m doing my best.”
“We
could have avoided all this if only you had let me go out and work too –”
“You sit
here and take care of the children.” He said firmly. “If I leave then you
leave, who will watch the children?”
“Jeremy
here is old enough –”
“We
cannot leave these children alone. You
talk as if you don’t know these slums.”
“I
always would have found someone to care for the children –”
“I said
I want you to stay home and care for the children. Yaishe.” He muttered
as he reached under the bed.
The wife
shook her head and sniffled as tears began falling down her sad eyes. She
rocked back and forth, trying to keep the young one from crying.
“I don’t
know if I want to stay here any longer with you.” She said suddenly.
That
startled him. He sat stoically as the seconds passed, each pounding home the
meaning, the impact of that statement. He felt his heart combust into a flame,
not of fury, but one of frustrations, a culmination of the trouble that had
been brewing.
“You are
not leaving me.” He said, his teeth clenched, his voice firm, his mind pleading
for her to reason with him.
But the
wife shook her head as her face wrinkled in pain and sorrow. Tear dribbled
freely from her eyes. Down on the mattress, the nine-year-old too began
silently sobbing, while Jeremi, the oldest one, sat up, staring pensively ahead.
“I am
short of options, Friday.” His wife said, “If you will not let me find a job,
then I’d rather leave you and find another way to fend for myself and my children.”
He
looked away, still avoiding everybody’s eyes. He reached for his clothes, which
he had folded up into a makeshift pillow and put them on as his children looked
away. Then he moved along and sat on the edge of the bed and put on the yawning
shoes he had pulled from under the bed.
Then he
motioned for his son to fold the mattress to afford room for him to maneuver
through. He stretched and pulled open the door open, letting in more of those
pleasantly warm rays of sunshine. Perhaps these rays signified something good
was in the offing. He skipped out without as much as a glance back. In the
house, an awkward silence remained.
“I want
the two of you to wash all your dirty clothes.” Mother said as Jeremy and his
younger sister moved to action.
***
He skipped
carelessly over the sewage flowing in between the shanties, passing women who
were bent over washing clothes.
He then
came upon a dirt road and turned to the left towards the market, restrained
deeply in his thoughts. A few days had turned to months, which turned to years
that eventually turned to a decade. Time moved fast. Or was he moving rather
slow for time? He jerked as a fellow stepped on his toes, bringing back to the
present.
How fair
it would be if lady luck smiled, nay, laughed down at his balding head, hair
thinning not from age but from stress and the many ailments that came with
living in apathy and poverty. But lady luck was not smiling at his head. The
sun was scorching his shining scapel, perhaps responsible for the delicious
smell of something good cooking – his thoughts.
He
didn’t look up, not at the groceries, not at the kiosks that yawned from the
tire of their equally battered owners and not at the supermarkets that often
lacked the courtesy to sell something fresh for once. His stomach made frequent
complaints of hunger, drawing a groan, possibly a scowl of murderous intent,
from him.
As he
passed a two-storey building, something smashed against his head and began
trickling down his temples and forehead. Someone had dumped dirty water on him.
He didn’t bother to look up. For what? He didn’t want to see that middle finger
aimed at him. He just wiped it away as diplomatically as he could with the back
hem of his shirt and went on wading through his thoughts.
He
touched the little hair that still clung onto his miserable cranium. Too bad he
had not combed his hair. Maybe the thoughts would have been kinder if his hair
was neater. Trouble, misery. And the sweet scent of something frying. Chapatis tossed into the air. He neared
the den. The woman watched him approach.
“Ya ngapi mzee?” She asked, flipping the round flour
dough she was rolling.
He
gestured for two. She turned and began scrounging for a nylon bag. He responded
swiftly, lifting several with blinding agility, dipping them into his back pocket
as he melded into the crowd of the slum dwellers. Behind, the woman let out a
cry. He ducked into an alley. In these parts, alleys always led somewhere and
he knew he was unlikely to come undone by a dead end so he disappeared down
that way.
***
But
things wouldn’t always be like this. Previously the bad days had always been
followed by the good and he hoped this would be same. But the bad days this
time had overstayed their welcome. Never before had he been on the brink of
eviction as it was this time. Never before had he been on the brink of
starvation as he was this time.
God
curse that useless President and his love for those suits that look like those
worn by that North Korean leader.
Memories
jumped back to the good old days. How infectious was a smile when there was
plenty; plenty to eat, plenty to excrete, plenty to waste too?
Their
shadows would dance on the walls as they hunched over the tiny candle light on the tiny table and
brought the mountain of food to its knees. Actually they ate even its knees as
the shadows danced, the candle
being the shadow choreographer. And a joke was shared too, and if it wasn’t,
even a belch was hilarious, a fart was a rib cracker.
Then
came days like these, days that just stumbled in and plonked themselves in the
room like they belonged there. Days of empty pockets, empty stomachs, empty
promises. And good memories would wander away too, so also empty memories. Good
times were forgotten, and he would quickly be reminded of them. He took out the
bundle of chapatis he had taken unceremoniously. He counted them. Six.
He took
two and shoved the rest back into the pockets of his black, ill-fitting
trousers that sagged unceremoniously from his thinning waste. Grumpily, he
stuffed the chapatis into his mouth
as he came up to a narrow street that had a few shops but still plenty of
people.
A
tarmacked road passed through here. A few feet away, children had converted the
road into a playfield, kicking about a football with abandoned bliss.
He spat
as he walked up a stream. He was now nearing the highway, where a market
thrived.
He
slowly ambled up to the market. The traders called at him; Sukuma wiki
mkubwa, nyanya freshi. He swallowed the last of his chapatis as he moved in
between the throbbing bodies.
The
smell of rotting vegetables filled the air as he maneuvered his way between the
bodies of people stopping to buy the vegetables.
The then
came up to the edge of the road where the vehicles sped past and looked on.
Dead at the centre of the road, a black shadow appeared, almost human but not
quite. It lifted a hand and beckoned.
Friday
closed his eyes and took in a deep breath. Perhaps this was the time that he
needed to end it. The good times were never coming. His life was never going to
change for the better. He would never get that good job he wanted. So, why
bother continuing existing in this mortal coil of misery?
He
opened his eyes again. The shadow still beckoned with slow, graceful motions.
It danced daintily in the road. Maybe he could find the joy to dance like that
in death. He smiled and nodded to the black shadow.
He
walked much closer to the curb and waited. The road was less busy, but a bus
was speeding towards him. A strike from the bus would be instant, he thought,
inching closer to the road.
The bus
roared closer. He could hear the sweet turbo spool of its engine as it neared.
It wasn’t moving particularly fast, but the mass of its large body would do
damage at that speed.
He
inched closer. The bus got closer. He closed his eyes and imagined a better
world. Then, he made a step forward.
A hand
gripped him firmly from the back and pulled him back.
He
opened his eyes just as the bus flew past him, leaving behind a very strong
wake that almost threw him off-balance. It was moving fast and that speed would
have put him out of his misery in an instant. So, who was this idiot that had
stopped him?
“Oh my
God, that bus almost crushed you! Are you okay?” A woman’s voice said.
He
turned. A woman was staring at him with some concern. Then, her eyes widened,
partly in shock, partly in recognition.
“Faraday?”
She called.
He was
stunned. Who was this woman that knew his name as it was supposed to be?
Faraday and not the Friday bullshit his wife often spewed out.
She was
gorgeous, he noticed, her brown eyes intense and piercing. Those eyes flickered
as she broke into a smile. Faraday squinted and winced. He bit his tongue as he
ransacked through his fusty, festering memories, trying to dig a familiar face
to match the woman. And she didn’t spare his slaving with a failing memory.
“Remember
me?” She asked, looking at Faraday up and down, seeming to ignore his trouble
recollecting her. He hemmed and hawed. Then he scowled as if he had ingested
aloe vera juice and looked at her suspiciously. Then he knit his brows and
skewed his lips. Flashes of recall. Um...uhh...dammit...she
is who she is. Maam are you here to give me a job or not? I don’t know you.
“I’m
sorry, I will if you remind me.” He said, keenly studying her to mark out any
familiarity. A former employer perhaps.
“It’s
Lucy,” she snapped, giggling in excitement, “Lucy Ndeti. We were in the same
class in Sky Rise Academy.”
The wind
paused. The trees went awkwardly silent. He felt as if he had been rudely hit
in the head by a rod. His jaws dropped as his heart took a deep breather. His
eyes, blurring with tears and widened with paralyzing marvel, lingered on her
as the familiarity finally struck home.
Of
course it had to be Lucy. He could see it now.
“L...Lucy?”
He stuttered, his lips still moving even after he had stammered out that name.
“Yes.”
She smiled more broadly. “Unanikumbuka
sasa?”
Suddenly,
his memory flew into top gear, and the evocative frames came in a deluge. A
blissful, nostalgic childhood reminisce.
The
teary evenings in the staffroom for noise making. The awkward, gritty,
grounding competition in English and Kiswahili lessons. The strange attraction
and the mocking of the whole class when that dripping, uncomfortably wet kiss
landed on her unsuspecting cheeks. Then the tears that came after and the
embarrassment that followed. And then, the turn around a few years later to
becoming closer friends.
And she
still held onto that quiet comeliness of her formative years. The beauty still
stood, only more mature now. The beatific, large eyes that captivated and never
let go, that once made his pre-teen heart flutter and his lips stutter and his
emotions gush and his blood rush, oh those comely eyes, they still were there,
now more familiar to him than they had been previously.
“Wow,
you look like you don’t belong here.” Faraday said with an embarrassed smile.
“I am
here for fresh veggies,” she said, pointing to the bag she was carrying filled
with fresh veggies. “You don’t look so good.”
Faraday
felt a lump on his throat, which then brought tears into his eyes. He curled
his toes, hunched his shoulders and cringed as his whole face sank in shame. He
looked down.
“Why are
you getting vegetables from here, though?” Faraday asked, “Shouldn’t you be getting
them from a supermarket at the mall of something?”
“I live
around here and this is where I get my fresh veggies from.” She said, “Want to
come with me? For a cup of tea perhaps? You look like you could use a cuppa.”
Her
voice was mellow and now that he had refreshed his memory, she was too familiar
to forget. She had changed little still. Only more grown. And rich, or at
least, not struggling for a meal like he was.
What a
nasty sense of humor life had. A close friend, or former close friend, living
just a few meters from where he lived, drowning in money as he sank deep in misery.
“Okay,
Lucy,” he mumbled as he fidgeted and trembled violently, “But I have to admit I
am embarrassed.”
“It’s
okay.” She said sweetly as she led the way.
***
As she
opened the gate to her apartment block, Faraday could feel the wealth in the
air. It came from the calming trees which lined the streets, or was it from the
large iron gate which creaked sweetly to let him in. Or did it come from the majestic
cars parked outside, or the beautiful apartment with pink façade.
They
took an elevator to the third floor, where she let him in on a beautiful,
spacious room that looked something straight out of a real estate magazine.
“Please
take a seat, Farah. I hope it’s okay to call you that.” Lucy said with a smile.
“It’s no
problem,” Faraday said, sitting down on the couch adjacent to the door. “Wow,
this is nice.”
The room
looked beautiful with it’s white walls, maroon curtains which hang majestically
on the large windows that let in much of the sunlight.
“So tea
or juice?” She asked, smiling benevolently at him.
He asked
for water, hoping she would read into his shyness and see that he was dying for
something to eat. He actually was screaming ugali and beef stew. Speaking of
food, he reached for his pockets. The three chapatis had gone cold now and he
wondered what to do with them if he left here full.
“I will
make you something small to eat too.” Lucy said as she walked into the kitchen.
His
balls retreated further into his crotch. Sweet old Lucy. Still the same with
that beautiful heart some fifteen or so years later. Oh, how some people never
change. How beauty, sometimes, never fades.
“You
look sick, Faraday.” Lucy opined as she emerged a few minutes later with a
plate of steaming rice and meat stew.
At the
sight of the food, his stomach groaned and the hunger coursed in jubilant
palpitations. He cleared his throat as he prepared to speak. He received the
plate, muttered thank you and dug in. She put a jug and a glass of juice on the
tiny table next to him.
“What
happened Farah? You had a great future.” She asked again.
Faraday
shifted his eyes uneasily before finally deciding to look at her, though
timidly, as of a dog looking at its master after a moment of mischief.
“Lucy,”
Faraday gasped, fighting back the tears welling in his eyes as the torture of
regret took over him. “Lucy, I... I... I don’t know.”
He
paused and studied her. Was she really interested in knowing what he went
through? Or was she just being polite? He looked down at the scaly, dry skin of
the hand holding the spoon.
“I mean,
after my father and mother died, I –”
“Oh my,
you lost both parents?” Lucy exclaimed. Faraday nodded. Lucy’s face went glum,
her eyes full of sorrow as she looked at him.
“Farah,
I am so sorry.” She said. It was more of a whisper, as tears welled up in her
eyes too.
Faraday
choked on his tears, putting the food down.
“I
couldn’t afford to get into university and so I decided to take up a job to see
if I could save up enough for college…” his voice tapered off once again as
those tragic memories flowed back, those memories he had been trying his best
to shove to the back of his mind.
“It was
supposed to be temporary, that job, but before I knew it, here I am, almost a
decade later. I don’t know how it happened. It’s almost as though I slept one
night and woke up today, older and still in the same place.”
Lucy’s
eyes continued to water, in sorrow of what had become of her once great friend.
She whispered I’m sorry once again, but her voice was chocking so it was barely
audible.
“But
enough of my troubles,” Faraday said, “I see you are doing quite well.”
“I am
doing well,” she affirmed. “I guess for me things just went right at the right
time. I went into engineering but soon after uni, I couldn’t land a job. So I
leased land back home and tried out rabbit farming. Now, here I am.”
Faraday
felt mocked. The pride in her voice plundered that much regret into him. She
was bragging. But yet she wasn’t. She was just relishing how her life had
panned out. she made it all seem so easy.
He
looked around the walls. Photos of the family hang on almost all four of them.
They featured prominently Lucy, a man and two teenage children, a boy and a
girl.
“That’s
your family?” He asked, pointing to one of the photos that had the four of them
soaked in the white sands of the beach. Lucy looked up and a smile spread on
her lips.
“Yes.”
She said. Then she turned to him.
“You are
not eating Faraday.” She observed. Faraday sighed. He took a spoonful of the
food and stuffed it in his mouth. It was delicious, sumptuous but why could he
barely enjoy it? He shook his head.
“I just
can’t believe it.” He dribbled as tears finally trickled down his cheeks. “I’m
a failure Lucy, a failure!”
“Faraday
you are not –”
“Don’t
try to make me feel better Lucy.” He cried as he looked at her, “I know what I
am.”
Wrapped
on her wonderful face was concern, her eyes were bleeding with sympathy, her
lips trembling with emotion. But there was also a certain undercurrent of
confusion in the way she looked at him. She still was in disbelief that this
beaten, scrawny man barely holding it together was the same classmate who had
been so bright it had been blinding.
“I’m at that
point, Lucy,” He said as he wiped away tears from his swollen eyes, “At that
point in life when you have lost the fear of certain things. If you have failed
repeatedly, you just stop fearing failure and death. You stop hoping for
something better. If anything, death becomes something you look forward to.”
His voice broke off as he cried his heart out.
Lucy
looked down at him. She took the plate from his agitating hands and took him in
a hug.
“I’m
sorry about all you have gone through, Farah,” she comforted, “But while misery
takes you to some dark places, what you do from there is your choice.” She let
him be and looked into his eyes.
“You are
like a brother to me, Farah, and I hate seeing you in this situation. Say, do
you want any help?”
Faraday
nodded.
“What
kind of help?”
“An
opportunity.” Faraday said without thought. Yes. It was all he needed. “I just
want an opportunity for my children to finish school and not end up like me. I
don’t want my sins to be visited upon them. They deserve better.”
As he
spoke, she sat next to him, paying keen attention to him such that even the
dog’s incessant barking couldn’t call her away. The more he went on, the
lighter he felt. It was almost as if shackles were being freed from him.
They
went on and dug out their past, rekindling those sweet memories of childhood.
He spoke endlessly and she gave him all her ears. She also gave him comfort.
She was happy, he could tell and he found himself flustered when she assured
him with a smile.
Her life
had just turned out so incredible that he began to feel jealousy rankle at the
basement of his emotional chambers. But it soon gave way to admiration and
pride. Pride in her. He was proud that she had done so incredibly well despite
being offered nothing but the raw deal during her formative years. He was proud
of her. Her energy and effervescence wasn’t because she was bragging. Rather it
was born of contentment, happiness in having accomplished what she set out to
do. Self-actualization.
Their
childhood, their cries, laughter and a little superficial reminisce of that
love that never got to be. Divergent was what would best describe their life
paths. Engrossed in the power of nostalgia, both were rudely interrupted by the
sound of an imam calling the Muslim faithful for evening prayers at a nearby
mosque. It was quarter to seven and the sun had already wrapped, darkness
engulfing what remained of daylight. The day has flown by, just as Faraday’s
life had.
Faraday
sighed and got up.
“I have
to go, Lucy,” He said, scratching his scalp, looking lost. He fought within
himself for a time, but then figured that failing to ask for help would be
falling into the same old behavior of letting opportunities pass him by.
“I’m
afraid I have nothing to feed my family, Lucy.”
It was
about time that he resigned to what he was now - a beggar.
“Do you
have your C.V with you?” Lucy asked suddenly.
“Yes,”
Faraday nodded, “but I’m afraid it can’t amount to much as I haven’t updated it
in years.”
There
was disappointment palpable in Lucy's face as she now looked at him rather
disapprovingly.
“Faraday,
you can’t keep doing this to yourself and your family.” She said, her voice
lilting in discontentment. “You can’t just give up on life like that.”
Faraday
shook his head somberly but did not offer a response. Lucy picked her phone from
her the table next to where she was seated.
“Give me
your number and I will see how to help you.”
“My
phone has been acting up for a few days now. I left it at home.” Faraday said.
“I can give you my wife’s number.”
“Okay
then.” Lucy said, getting to her feet. “And your wife what does she do?”
“Oh she
takes care of the children.” Faraday said. “Though she has also been doing some
odd jobs here and there.”
“Okay,”
Lucy nodded, “Does she want something to do? I could use some help in this
house.”
“Uh, when
you call her, maybe you can ask her,” he said, “but I think she will be okay
with the arrangement.”
Lucy
nodded. She asked him to sit for a while as she skipped away. She came back
with a plastic bag containing maize flour and a packet of rice. She handed it
to Faraday, who, overwhelmed with gratitude, stuttered and stammered endless
thank yous. She smiled and walked him to the door, where she reached for his
hand and squeezed a few notes into his rough palms. Once more, Faraday was
elated this time to the point of breaking down.
“Take
care, Farah,” she said sweetly, “And remember you don’t have to remain as you
are. I’ll call your wife tomorrow, okay?”
“Okay,”
Faraday said, “and thank you once more, Lucy.”
With
that, he turned and rushed out into the cold embrace of the darkness. He walked
on the dappled street under the yellow street lights. Same old Lucy. Same old
Lucy. She had been a friend and she still was as she had always been - humble,
tender, caring. Oh and that reminded him. He opened the palms of his hands and
counted the money.
Four
thousand shillings! He let that sink in for a moment. Four thousand! God bless you Lucy. From grass to grace.
Perhaps there was reason to live after all. Lucy had given him reason to live.
***
Darkness
had fully enveloped the land when he found himself trudging through the
littered streets of his sorry neighbourhood. Many had closed shop, with a few
wrapping it up. Silence was beginning to bear the night.
A lone
streetlight, which had been installed four years back as a campaign tool for
the area MP, dispersed the yellow floodlight far into the slum, but only stray
lights streamed the street where Faraday walked. He came up to a group of women
shaded in the darkness, their thighs glittering in the weak light. The night
gals were out in their glory and they tried to call at Faraday. Tempting.
He
branched from the main street down a dark alley, which was a short-cut to
getting home. With no light to guide him, he squelched and splashed into the
sewers but again, he didn't care. The iron sheets of the houses rattled from
the woofers blasting as people welcomed the night. He walked with his eyes over
the shoulder.
This alley
was bad, with volent robberies a norm, but he felt safe because the night was
still young. He dipped his hands into his pocket and thrust the four thousand
shillings in them. then, he remembered those chapatis, now dried and breaking.
He threw them away.
Then he
reached for the four thousand shillings in his pockets and once again pulled
them out, stull in disbelief.
He
walked past three men who grunted greetings to him. In front of him, another
man walked towards him. Then, the man slipped just in front of Faraday –
A heavy
blow at the back of his head sent him face first into the black sewer waters.
Before he could recover, his whole body exploded in pain as punches and kicks
and the strike of a rod rained on his defenseless self.
He
opened his mouth to scream but a vicious stamp on his face arrested it as his
jaws broke, a few teeth falling off too. The knocks on his side broke his ribs
and there was no reprieve as he was bludgeoned for almost forever.
When
they were done, he was a mess, blood seeping through his cloths, making them
cling to his body. He was violently ransacked. His pockets were turned inside
out, where they found a few coins and a note which he had written a few days
ago.
“Fala,”
One of the thugs said as he kicked Faraday repeatedly on his head, “How are you
walking around with nothing?”
“Check the
socks,” Another said.
Faraday,
unable to move much as his body drowned in a sea of pain, felt them take out
his shoes and socks. Nothing.
“Check in his underwear. These
days they hide their money there too.” One of the robber said again.
“Wewe, I
am not putting my hands on another man’s crotch.” Another said.
There
was some push and pull. Faraday tried to move, but the pain would not allow him
to move. Then, he felt it. One of the men opened his zipper and began groping
around his nether regions, up to this anus.
“Hakuna
kitu.” He said as they all proceeded to violently stamp him again. Then all was
still.
“Fala. You are full of nothing. Next time have something for us to steal.” He heard a distant voice say before
the multiple feet faded.
An
alarming silence hang over him now. He coughed as blood choked him, vomiting
thick spats of it. In waste, he lay as blood pooled below him, seeping into the
murk. His eyes, blurred with tears and blood, looked up to the clear sky. The
stars sparkled with an allure he had yet to witness, scintillating in
magnificence as if a beckon for him to join their adornment.
They seemed
to be calling and he was eager to respond. They were full of endless promises,
granting him endless possibilities but if only he could touch them. He
stretched the terribly shaking hand with such dogged determination than he had
lived by. Then he touched them as the sky blasted into a bright white light.
A dead
smile broke on his dead face. In his right hand, clasped tightly and
protectively in his closed palm, was the four thousand shillings.